k-yan

2007-10-16T15:18:00.000-07:00

2007-10-16T10:48:00.000-07:00

my blog WAS motherf-king lag just now due to the overload of photo and i decided to .. delete the whole post. i have the mood to blog now i shall blog long okay (; please read.

i feel like , im drowning in the ocean
somebody, come and take me away.

sorry this few days i never blog. fan's are decreasing. nobody's reading. and my blog has no contend now at all ): anyways. i maybe changing.. to lj soon. need some private posts locked posts. (: i shall spend my time doing the skin now. byes.

2007-10-14T09:58:00.000-07:00

for the sake of killing my time. i decided to blog.

i just had the most motherf-king big shock just now while watching youtube. i was watching about illusions and those hypotize-ing (-.-) things. like v v scary man. i screamed and i hug my maid. LUCKY , i ask my maid stand beside me. im eating noddles now and it has no taste ): uh. so bored blogging now a days. i think this week should be fun. i want.. to.. faster.. over this week. (8

2007-10-13T03:23:00.000-07:00

superboy (:

i m now under depression . reason? because my hair's so motherf-king short. i realllllllllly hope i can have long hair. i cant put hair extension ): because my hair's too short . even if my hair is long enough. im not f-king allowed to. cry for me man. i'll stay ugly for one or two years. not to say im pretty but if my hair not long. it's mother f-king ugly.

thou have not cut my nails yet. it bented twice and its motherf-king painful. i dont know what with me -.- o.O x.X 0.0. i hate the world without hair. i hate hairless people

2007-10-12T13:14:00.000-07:00

rewind back to the past.

i think i need at least a year to grow long my hair ):

2007-10-12T05:27:00.000-07:00

2007-10-12T05:07:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling ..

***

good morning.

its 8am in the morning and im awake ! ( but v tired of course ) i fetch my sis to airport. she flying to japan (tokyo drift) i wonder if you know ~ fast and furious~ ok, lame. how i wish i was the one. i woke up at 6.30 am and went to airport, then i went to east coast to have breakfast. wooo. mac breakfast is heavenly. the sauguaue, the egg, the cheese, the tea ( is disgusting, and im only refering to the tea ).

sometimes you arent destined to get somethings in life. like mac breakfast. you brought mac breakfast and when you carrying the tray, the whole tray topple over. see you arent destined to eat mac. be smart, eat burger king breakfast then. 8) crap. what m i talking. sorry, abit bonky( bonkers shortform in my dictionary ) now because i am feeling very

now. yesterday went to celebrate ahray's birthday. oh, i dont wish to talk about the past. but anyway. happy 16th birthday to ahray. 8) sorry uh, lack of updates. not because i have nothing to blog uh is i lazy to touch the comp (;

to me, everyday with a different begining , is a brand new start for me. jsut like today. i woke up at 6.30am. I DONT KNOW HOW M I GONNA SURVIVE -.- when school starts , everyday wake up like that. i think that i have more pimples then usual already. like that day. i swam in the.. morning? is a different day also ! different days are fresh start. i shall swim later. uh.

im off to bed.
( pictures perfect soon. )

uh, the pictures are meant to be like that.

2007-10-06T07:58:00.000-07:00

i still dont understand why i get certain things in life.

sniff sniff, im having flu again. i bought pencil box. coincase. colourpens. foolscape. notebook. yearplanner. oh i want to buy a card holder, to put my money but until now i see nothing cool. HA 8) i cant wait to be niang niang qiang. then i can get alot of stuffs. GEEZ. i think i will keep .. updating this post because i most probably will be staying at home today, unless i go out alone. i want to swim but i cant. sobs ):

today's a mircle, its very windy. horoscope says that i will fall down and i will lost money & lovelife will be low profile. hmmmmmmmm. what does that meannnnnnsssss? i............

lost my mood to blog. heeheehee~ hops away.

2007-10-06T07:49:00.000-07:00

ARENT THEY ADORABLE? sheeps are the sex. 8)

2007-10-05T19:15:00.000-07:00

my sis brought home alot of presents today and i realised something. it rubbish when you say you dont know what to buy for your friend a brithday present . any thing could be sweet know. a book, photo book, cup so many nice things to buy around. today incident moved my heart and from now onwards, im going to buy birthday present to my close friends 8) yay. odelia! i still owe ya your birthday present. 8) and your dino's at my house ^^

today i went to parkway alone to get my pencilbox and stationeries . cost me around 38 bucks -.- but i love my pencilbox. but its too small for me to put my colour pens. so sad ): then i went to petal mac with elvira shi. blahblahblah. that's all for today la. anyway, im finally sick of ~~lies~~ fries. 8)

my sis gave me a OHMYGOODNESS cute thang. and i shall not blog it out because i will confirm be told like ' ohmygawd , you are so gay.' SOO, to prevent alot of comments like that........ i'm gonna keep it until you all see it. :D :D :D and my sis got two bouquit ( -.- ) of flowers plus a sheep and a bear and two colourful bag ! i shall use it when im a niang niang qiang. TILL THEN~!

2007-10-05T09:07:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE OF THE WORLD. ('B

that smiley like ti-ko hor? it's joan's smiley. hello joan. sniff sniff, im having flu again. my brother is sick uh ): psle days and he's sick. on his english paper he fall down the stairs. on his maths paper, he got flu. today his chinese paper, he got fever. i wonder on his science paper what he get luh. tee-hee.

sniff sniff. i got nothing to blog. so i must find things out and blog

HA! my previous post is screwed uh. let's post some lyrics.

Did you think it would be that easy
Did you think I’d be back for more
Loving you was a big mistake cos I don’t miss you at all
Did you think I would wait forever
Baby like the others did before
Loving you was my mistake cos I don’t miss you at all

No, I don’t I don’t I don’t miss you

So here you are today trying to manipulate
But that won’t work this time
Cos baby don’t you know you’re the last thing on my mind
Not gonna hesitate don’t wanna recreate the dreams you broke in two
So I’ll pick up the pieces of my broken heart and be done

DONT SKIP THE LYRICS PART.

be good and scroll up and read the lyrics. (:0

i miss netball. i miss playing netball. i miss hooting. i miss catching the ball. i miss jumping. hahahahahahha while everyone is bored of netball. tee-hee. i dont think i iwll get to play next year. and next next year i think i rather not play la hor. then i will turn white white. OH. karmal they all coming over and dance later. its been long since they had dance at my house.

You've been crying too long time
And your tears wrote this song

maybe i will dance along too. chuckles. siao. breakdance ley. later i break my neck lor.
later i going..

sniff sniff. i eat my porriage first la. 8)

yanrong,

can we work it out?

2007-10-04T04:36:00.000-07:00

did you think i'll wait forever? did you think i'll be back for more?

loving you was my mistake cause i dont miss you at all.

i was chatting happily with yanrong on the phone and i didnt realised that I CALLED HER. i immediately kup her phone. today's weather is frigging hot. its a nice day to swim but i didnt swim ): ): ): i backspaced everything, yanrong. i dont want to hurt people with centre partings. GEEZ. anyway. you people should read yanrong's blog. http://pinkelicious.blogspot.com/

i've got alot of things to blog today. i want to find photo galleries but i cant find i need yanrong's help but she's batheing now. WOOHOO. batheing. tsk tsk tsk . my shoe is 1000BC already and i wear it a thousand time and its still not seasoned. its still giving me blisters everywhere everytime everyday. i found so many pictures yesterday 8) but i never found any techno.

today morning i woke up so early. -.- ok , wait. yesterday i dream of me yanrong and two people looking for a resturant then halfway only me and yanrong then suddenly yanrong dissapear and i screamed yanrong's name and i start vommiting frogs. -.- and and and my phone's a atm machine and a cash deposit machine ? i pay my tution fees with my handphone and its only twenty dollars ( my dream la ! )

today i woke up at 8+ because today i got doctor's appointment. then went to the hospital and check up wait very long ): was quite sad seeing those people whose conditions are worst then me ): finally i finish my appointment. was hungry hungry hungry. and..

IKEA'S RESTURANT IS THE ..

the salmon, the beefballs, the prawns, the potato, the orange juice was heavenly. HA heavenly. walked arund ikea manage to buy 3 tins. HA! for my money and etcs. oh i went into the girls toilet, was waiting for my mother. then this woman came in , stared at me. walked out of the toilet. then i was like ' excuse me , you went into the correct toilet ' then she nod ' oh sorry ' then she went into the toilet -___________________-. ok la. was quite bored at ikea, but the food's nice. i'll be back for more.

ok dinner time ! { be right back }

* rubs tummy. woo, so full :D.when i reach home, i was so tired? and i rest awhile, watch luo zhi xiang stuffs then i went to meet ruth . ate icecream chefs and went to siglap and roam then i go home. im bored now. i dont have the mood to blog. you know why i blog so often and long now? because im always bored online. nothing to do. yeah.

LATER~

2007-10-03T17:14:00.000-07:00

sometimes i dont get why i get certain things in life

and the cows says ' moomoo. '

2007-10-03T16:38:00.000-07:00

update me with your birthdays uh ! 8) i bought a new diary. and its my new love. its soooo pretty man. love it so much and guess where i bought it? airport. Geez . soooo cute cann. love it so much. ai shi ta ler.

THERE! ISNT IT NICE? WOAH. love love love.

***

I TOLD YOU I WILL SWIM TODAY. haha okay la, i get to serious stuffs. im listening to techno now. techno makes me bounce. i like techno now lor. KIMBERLYNNN! you shall send me techno songs. i hope i will use my year planner next year. without fail every year, i will dump my year planner aside -.-. but i love it la. so i will confirm use it de. 8)

my powerpuff notebook -.- i dont like it anymore. >:( i want to go haunting for a nice nice notebook. NOTEBOOK and PLANNER is different. and i want a backpack which is.. like.. cool and its not expansive and it can put alot of things and its water proof . Z prefered cartoonised like example this rabbit in the middle . gore cartoons.

and i want specs . i want cool specs but nerdy ones. 8) i want a pencil box. unique ones . like a wodden box. a pink wooden box's not bad! uh sorry my this post v v v ugly. and i want really cool hair. 8) im so excited for next year ! new me. new enviorment. new life.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM SO EXCITED :D I HOPE I CAN GO HONGKONG AND BUY THE THINGS I WANT.

wooo. ic ant blog any further. im toooo excited. 8) and and and i love my pinky year planner.

2007-10-03T08:07:00.000-07:00

说你愿意.

sniff sniff. I WILL SWIM.

PEOPLE, I AM DOING MASS LINKING, PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR LINKS

2007-10-02T17:17:00.000-07:00

happy 15th birthday odelia !

2007-10-02T16:41:00.000-07:00

cause you dont know how much i need you
please dont go . you so wonderful , this i swear this i know

[music:] That's so you (The Rocket Summer)

if only fries can be replaced with vegetables. i went to the shop beside petal mac again. and i bought stuffs again -.- you know , i think hor i can catch up with the others and not retain one lor. is just that i am lazy. sorry people. ): i kinda wrote some blog stuffs in my foolscape today i shall type out what i wrote 8)

zheyee's dying and she rubbed my hands inside out ( you understand? )
i like to eat fries w mayo & garlic chilli.
shishi acting nerdy w her specs
karmale got more muscular & taller & he likes strawberry sundae
kim's wearing yellow. yellow yellow dirty fellow. and he treat me icecream.
elvira treat me icecream too.

i paint my nails. GEEEEEEEEEEZ. one hand only. my nails are long ! today i went crazy talking to aldrich. i dont know why i keep sprouting rubbish. i want new songs. im bored of my songs. JUST NOW BLOGGER SHUT DOWN i was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. then i smack my head. then i found back the draft in my dashboard. :B

my hair's long alot of people touch my head. woohoo. im bored of sims because i have to take care of two babies it's so hard to take care of two babies. sigh. everyday the same . im so bored. i want to swim at night ): my mother dont allow. D: at night i swim alone also nevermind . day i cannot swim alone. because at night nobody can see anything. so even if i loner, nobody will care.

nothing's on tv. i dont know when the tv will show survivor. ANYBODY KNOW? ohohoh! smerican next top model cycle 9 come out liao. i shall watch 8) SLOWLYYYYYYYYY. tomorrow ! i will swim before i go out. I NEEED A CHANGE IN MY LIFE. ha and tomorrow shall be the day. i m going changi airport tml ^^ . when i predict something, it would always be right.

tomorrow i will eat icecream. tomorrow shall be a happy day for me. yesterday's a terrible day. im in holiday mood. my brain also holiday mood -.- anyhow.. anyway.. anything one. i cant wait to fall in love with you. you cant wait to fall in love with me. it just cant be summerlove. i think my email very stupid. i should just put chungkayan. i want to use livejournal ley? ): i dont want la ! everytime use liao also chnage back to blogger one * smacks head

you know i dream the my hair is long you know. I WAS SOOO HAPPY ! then i woke up and i curse the world straight away. Z . im breaking my heart tonight to see what's inside.

devastated ):

2007-10-02T08:35:00.000-07:00

说我爱你从男人的心里是最难表达诚实的秘密

sniff sniff. im having flu as usual. i cant explain myself at all. OHOH! i remember something. i wrote on the wall of the classroom last year . ' i cant explain myself at all ' then the next day i saw somebody write under my writings ' because you stupid '. today i have to wait for those studying nerds to end school at 3pm! THREEE PM. * faints. haha so drama mama. 8) anyway, its fine. im in a bus mode today and im determind/t that i will not spend money today. PROVIDED I DONT GO TO THE STATIONERY SHOP BESIDE PETAL MAC TODAY. i EVERYTIME plus chop will buy a thing from there each time i go in the shop.

i want to buy a year planner for next year and i hope i use it 8) would you be there to love and be with me? HA guess what i'm doing"? listening to songs ~ . *claps hands like seal. i only have 40+ blog readers yesterday -.- i used to have 100 plus. * faints again. HAHAHAHAH WHATS WITH ME TODAY >< oh yesterday i dream of alot of things. my... dream is so frigging long with alot of parts. -.- i know why i always dreams, because i usually sleep at 1130pm and wake up at 11am. EVERY DAY ROUTINE KNOW. * faints one more time. what the hell's wrong with me. i shall blog nicely.

我承认我爱上你的美

2007-10-01T02:53:00.000-07:00

i got bored in the bus and i mms this picture to odelia.

and laughed to myself -.- TILT YOUR HEAD PEOPLE.

i'll be okay now that you are not away.
i have transform my notebook from lame boring black to pinky powerpuff girls 8) i bought foolscape and pen and i have colourpens too. woooo , im so into school mood but too bad i no need go school. i bought stickers for my computer however, it look very dumb so i decided not to put it. i met this very cute korean boy at the lift and he was like .. soo cute. * pinch cheeks.

i want to get a backpack.
i want a specs.
i want to use my surfers' girl bag when my hair grow
I WANT MY HAIR TO GROW
i want a tongue and eyebrown piercing
i want a colourful star tattoo.
i want a pink colour psp.
i want a birthday barbeque/chalet
i want to get elvira's birthday present.
because i cant wait to buy her the thing i want to buy for her.
i want to be a nerd. that is cool.

im bored of sims already. these few days didnt blog much and my blog readers decreased alot. POINTS AT YOU ! come back and read okay? (: everybody's SO CALLED sutdying and not going out leaving me in the world of boredem. i want to go shopping soon. i love the colour pink now ( even the stars on my hand are pink ) i'll start collecting pink stuffs like xiaxue. WOOHOO. i think her walls are so pretty. stripe white and pink.

my nails are long. and i want to paint it. 8) i wish my hair was long because i look neither boy or girl now and it feels frigging disgusting. i realised there is so many girl-but-boy and boy-but-girl people know a days, whats with the world? why not god create another shemale? i lvoe going out on sundays . you know why? NO PEAK HOUR. 8) but i usually take bus on sunday -.- because sunday is always a peaceful day.

family day everybody out with family everywhere very crowded but it feels so peaceful. so i usually stay at home on saturday and go out on sunday now. i love to swim. whenever i stay at home i also will end up swimming. i think swimminbg laps are fun. it trains you too and you will get tired. of course, dont let those swimming instructers see me swim man. ( because i swim like a retard )

i love the number 36. because of bus 36. bus 36 goes from changi..parkway..suntec..orchard all the few places i usually go . its so convient and its so fast . my favourite bus so far. 8) im having rashes now. my hand's red. my back's red. -.- im still superman. heehee

i very lazy to make my profile at facebook . and i think that facebook is awesome. 8) oh hsinray wsa playing with my hair today and suddenly he go scratch my pimple -.- and its frigging painful? * roll eyes. i love my powerpuff girls notebook. i think its cool. HAHA. 8) how come magazine are so boring now a days? oh and i got low blood pressure. everytime i walk around, i feel so giddy and i scared i will faint. and i always ask, ' is it earthquake or me? '

im in good terms with my brother. i always tickle him GEEZ. i hate internet. its so boring. im always going to blogs and its not updating i always go to livejournal and see my friends update and friendster no more and now that i got bored of sims , im even boreder. i think i shall go swimming alone later at night. so that noone will see me.

i realised that i never studies. i always end up doing something else. im lazy to blog ( except today ) i blog abit i sian then i will end off. i writ eltter i sian then i will crush the paper. i watch television . no, i dont watch televison. 7pm is crap. 9pm is crapper. i got nothing to do at home . i usually slack at petal mac staring at them study. and i usually go suntec which is uber boring and i will end up walking rounds and rounds around suntec.

im sian of starbucks. mocha. chocolate cream chip. im sian of gelare. im sian of cafe cartel. im sian of so many things. i have nothing to do now everyday and ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

MY LIFE IS SO BORING!

give me some colours !

waves are scary. always gives me the thought of tsunami. depressed nowadays like a emo kid. im ao young and hopeless. i think i shall blacken my eyes and slit those wrists. O.O COMEON, i dont do that. you know and i know. * cheekysmile ( odelia, did i copy you? idk ) i shall put eyeliner , shall paint my nails black. OH MAN, I DONT HAVE EMO HAIR ):

i shall buy more skinny jeans. more small tees. more cardigens. more sneakers. wooo and put more heavy metal or emo songs in my phone. ha. come to think of it. i used to cut my hand alot. just take the penknife and anyhow slash -.- and kerli slash her dman leg ? and she slash a star too. and i slash a #. hahahah we used to be soo emo. its all the past. its all a young teenagers act. everybody will, go through these. wooo. oh oh jaslene slash a cross too. 8)

i have a phobia of ___ people. );

i want to blog more. because after i blog i will be damn sian. i got nothing to do. probably, i'll just bathe and rot ): i have no one to call on the phone now and nothing to study . i have no idea whats tan cos soh. yesterday i wanted to go east coast with aldrich but was cancelled due to me 8) we wanted to play with seawater. and i end up going suntec city with felicia. i brought out only 10 bucks. ( ok lah, 16 bucks ) and i survived !

thats the miracles of sunday man. i dont like to rush on sundays. i feel fine bringing so little money i love long bus rides. i love music blasting into my ear . i love being alone. we walked suntec like alot of times? we arcaded bubbletea dounuts . then she came over to have dinner and we went to east coast at night ! 8) i am a ( fill in the blank with animals that only play in the day and rest at home in the night ) _____. ok i thought of it liao. i am a .. elvira. HA! hilarious.

are you still reading? :D * give you flower. so nice of you to read so far already. :B

im currently feeling ): now. the world's crying for so much more. im listening to beacuse of you by neyo . im still itching. im wearing smaul and kevin pants and shirt im hairless ): i have pink stars oh my hand.

all because of you.

HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY TO ALL THE KIDDOS IN THE WORLD BABY.

2007-09-30T08:15:00.000-07:00

the world's crying for so much more.

i .. chung ka yan , is very bored. i just message everyone this. ' is there anyone who is not studying today? ' most of them -.- actually only 3 of them replied me. im rotting at home. and i want to go out but everyone is studying today. ): i shall make this post long. i have colour pens on my desk (: which cost only 2 dollars. *whistles.

ahyar. call this long suan ler. i need to wake elvira up.

2007-09-29T07:02:00.000-07:00

pain and sorrows fills my blood.

2007-09-29T00:42:00.000-07:00

OdeliaLing says: stares

BURP. says: smooch.

OdeliaLing says: -.-

OdeliaLing says: narrows eyes

BURP. says: MAKE OUT

8) HAHAHAHAHHA

2007-09-28T23:58:00.001-07:00

2007-09-28T19:33:00.000-07:00

i am lost.what to do.

2007-09-27T08:35:00.000-07:00

i sold my soul, you bought it back for me.

my daily readers are decreasing everyday. maybe because i never blog? ): i shall blog more in this post. but i have time limit i have lame tution later. so i have 24 minutes to blog. hmmm i just ate my lunch even before i eat my breakfast and im beri beri full. these few days, i have been sims-ing , going out and eat dim sum , swimming , playing with FIRE CRACKERS. photo uploader has a problem. so sad i cant upload pictures im lazy to go photobucket.

OK! i haven done my tution homework and she gave me three weeks to do. TWO ARGUEMENTIVE COMPO DAMNIT. 8)

ok la. i shall prepare for my tution. ttttttoooooodddleessz.

2007-09-27T06:21:00.000-07:00

8) sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.

ants are crawling all over me.

i finally bought back insufficent memory.

2007-09-25T03:23:00.000-07:00

LOOK AT FEL MAN. SHARON! save this photo!

2007-09-24T08:44:00.000-07:00

sorry never blog ):

i'll blog long long soon.

rock on jolin !

2007-09-22T03:02:00.000-07:00

P.S : i am very super duper ultra mega bored.

hello world, i stayed at home whole day today. NOPE, i never watch american next top model. i played sims 2 ! uh my sims dont seems to like each other? ): and my male sims wants a baby and my female sim wants to woohoo but both dont like each other. and it got electrishock because he fixed a comp. and my male character ( that happens to me my name -.- ) scared of cockroach.

now now now , i sound like a old hag. lets write in detail about me today. i woke up. i had this dream , i remember the number 42 . me and fel was at suntec kipping the toy? the put one dollar and catch the toy? then this machine spoilt. then anyhow kip the toy out then got four toys come out by itself know ! then i got this huge bag inside all sweets ! then suddenly got terrorist then it keep shooting. i think it shot my leg or shot fel. ok stop. not interesting.

then i went around finding cd's and i found sims 2 ! BLOW WHISTLES. i was like YESSSSS!! and my mother stared at me. okay and i found greetings workshop. its a hallmark production a uber nice thing but only works for window 95 . 95 DAMNIT. 95 !! i using vista now ley. sooo sad ): so i played sims ! yada yada. and i rest awhile listen to inside out :D then played sims again and i made jellies. and i blogging now.

ok done! clap hands.

2007-09-22T02:35:00.000-07:00

(yanrong )

so drama.

2007-09-22T02:14:00.000-07:00

me being chaota after fixing a comp and me going crazy.

this is what i do the whole day

2007-09-21T05:14:00.000-07:00

:D Bang Bang.

2007-09-21T05:06:00.000-07:00

Odelia says:
" love is... not crying in front of someone who loves u, even though how much they has hurt u "
" love is... to hug, to kiss and to say NO "
"love is... when my sister gives me her clothes, and goes to town to get new ones "
" love is... when my grandma has arthritis and couldnt paint her nails,
grandpa paint it for her, even though he has arthritis "
" love is... when you call the person you love with a different name

2007-09-21T04:30:00.000-07:00

i was at home until 3 luh. i was so lazy to go out today. had tution on chem and phy today morning until i big headache luh ! i was so bored that i downloaded games and play . until around 3 plus bway tahan then i go out find elvira. i sat on a cab. WOAHHH~ songbo. the cab the aircon very nice. cold but not cold until must wear jacket. the seat so comfy. was the best trip i ever been in a cab :D

meet elvira . zhuo bo. then went home. sorry uh this post abit.. i dont know. no mood blog.

2007-09-20T16:54:00.000-07:00

this is home, truly

2007-09-20T16:39:00.000-07:00

100th post !

i feel losuy again. i dont want to stay like this. i need a change. i need my hair. i need to change back my attitute also. i dont know what with my talking now. its so hurting ): i just say things out just like that. sorry ): went out to hospital to see my coucillor again. and told her my problems. if i dont start study NOW , im dead.

after that went to parkway and change my brother phone. like uhm, my whole family change phone so funny . went home and went out again. i bused ! WOOHOO the miracle of mp3. no the mircale of music. if i have something to listen, i can so things slowly. and my phone so fast no batt luh ! ):

went to bedok and bought singapore brand apple juice , was sweet and nice. but too sweet. then went to elvira house yada yada..

KY: is it me? or is it earthquake ? ( i was feeling giddy )
ELVI: its you.

after a few hours, i found out that there's earthquake. LOLS. i need a change once i get $$ i will change . trust me.i dont really like my new phone. ptttttfff. i want nice songs (: send me online okays? * winks. i really dont want antm to finish luh ! therefore ! I SHALL NOT WATCH. ANYWAY THERE IS AMERICAN NEXT TOP MODEL ON CHANNEL 5 TODAY. * clap hands !

i cant wait for the new me.

HOW I WISH MY HAIR WAS LIKE THAT.

2007-09-19T15:34:00.000-07:00

i went to school and wait for them. waited at the busstop realised that there are so many unknown faces. i dont know alot of lower secondary people. aw, sad. then, went to bedok and cab down to elvira house. with two cabs. :B then at elvira house kop zheyee stuffs and do something . and suddenly hsinray slice his leg with a knife and he became.. unmovable & his wound is deep enough to see his bone.

then after that went home. today my attitute's kanasai. sorry people.

2007-09-19T08:40:00.000-07:00

friend
1.A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2.A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3.A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4.One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
5.Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.

lonely
1.affected with, characterized by, or causing a depressing feeling of being alone; lonesome.
2.destitute of sympathetic or friendly companionship, intercourse, support, etc.: a lonely exile.
3.lone; solitary; without company; companionless.
4.remote from places of human habitation; desolate; unfrequented; bleak: a lonely road.
5.standing apart; isolated: a lonely tower.

hatred
–noun
the feeling of one who hates; intense dislike or extreme aversion or hostility.

punctual
1.strictly observant of an appointed or regular time; not late; prompt.
2.made, occurring, etc., at the scheduled or proper time: punctual payment.
3.pertaining to or of the nature of a point.
4.punctilious.
i hate fisherman.

2007-09-19T08:04:00.000-07:00

odelia ! shoot here

hello (: sorry for so randome posts shall post more wordy words. 8) ( looks like batman uh ) i can be superhero. take my hand and we'll fly . lalala~ i refrain myself from watching american next top model. because i dont want the season to end so quickly. so im slowing down on watching it . although i already watch like 10 esp already ): * crys a river.

im watching movie with rithly. :3

would you stand by me?

2007-09-19T07:39:00.000-07:00

i'm changing handphone. :B

(LOOKS AT MY HAIR. LOLS )

P.S : i forgotten to put my dimple

2007-09-18T17:26:00.000-07:00

me and you?

2007-09-18T17:15:00.000-07:00

Once in a lifetime means there’s no second chance
so I believe than you and me should grab it while we can

im in a high school musical mood. :b

ok, lets talk about copycats. they have peanuts brains. they cannot be art students. they cannot create big things in life next time. they cannot win people's heart. they dont have friends. they have to fake themselves. they cannot be real and be who they are. hmmmm.. ok stop that . -.- so lameeee ( later felicia cant walk. HAHAHAHAHA ) i think only felicia understands that. do you agree that things have change? but what if things dont change? wouldnt it be boring? life's full of changes. we should adapt to it.

something's good going to happen . and i am glad for it. :b

:O! I SANG THAT SONG WHEN I WAS AT CHURCH THREE WEEKS AGO! and ruth send me the song. from inside out. :) WOOOOO. makes me so excited because i sang that ! i sang that. I SANGGGG THAT. * fireworks !!

HA!

ok snap out of it.

2007-09-18T17:07:00.000-07:00

why cant i be superman?

2007-09-18T16:47:00.000-07:00

do you parents call you your sibling's name instead of your name everytime?

*grins, we caught hsinray looking for local woman yesterday afternoon :3 today i went to bedok's shop there and buy bakery stuffs. bought like $25/-+++ worth of goods. then went down to my house ! to bake cookies. i eat cookies until i bloated. had jellies too. aldrich hsinray elvira felicia ruthyang. whee, i have alot of songs again. :)

sorry uh, no mood to blog already shall get it back soon.
STILL IN LOVE WITH AMERICAN NEXT TOP MODEL (:
i miss joanie ( joan, not you :3 )

i think lesbians are cool.

2007-09-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

im back watching taiwan drama series , after so long. come to think again , why taiwan girls like to write letters and confess to guys uh? most of the storys are like that one uh. you meant mostly taiwan girls will jio guys? and dont you think that taiwan drama series are abit fairytale like? its like never to be true. -.- ok, drama are suppose to be like that. but.. hmmm.. unexplainable. ( is this word correct ? )

bbt is so *@^%%$&^. i dont like them. and i hstop watching huan huan ai for awhile. i dont know if its nice uh? but i have been watching american next top model ! i lazy to catch the seriese on the television. wooohoo. i want to make cookies . yanrong gave me her recipe! lulululu

WU YAN RONG, im waiting for the day you end your o level yo. :B
we shall go bugis ( OHMYGOD, BUGIS) and take stupid pictures. wei le ni leh <3

i'm wwaiting for my hair to grow and i will cut my hair like sarah ( antm ) haha gues what does that mean? its link is found in this post. you shall figure it out. * ting. strums guitar like odelia. come to remember ( is it correct ? ) that i used to watch er mo zai shen bian like within one day i watch finish 20 esp. LOLS. and its friggggging nice. love love love.

hurrrrrrayyyyyy. i should be baking cookies today ! * FIREWORKS. but hor.. i still not changing phone yet. ptttttfff. fireworks festival yannie, come my house celebrate ley ): we shall burn burn burn again. i think my post damn lame and ugly. behold, kayan the boring blogger. * shimmers fire.

kayan's into... drama againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

2007-09-17T16:33:00.000-07:00

humphf!

no changing of phone today
no cookie making today
minimart not open today thus no food.

HUMPHF!

2007-09-17T16:09:00.000-07:00

why must it be you?

sorry to be sooo boring these few days. i seldom use my camera. i miss my chance to show myself . so i think nuffnang's not gonna activate my code man. ): oh well, today i went to school meet shishi and felicia. went to bubbletea shop. To my horror ( LOLS ), the shop uncle recongnise me . he ask me ' you go act in movies ar? ( bcox of my hair ) ' i LMAO.

then went to verynice to drink soup. waited for elvira zheyee ruth for frigging long and went to elvira house. then hsinray cooked for us. its really good (; and i made fish fillet and jelly (: hsinray loves my jelly. woohoo. and watch stevenlim videos and and and yeah. my house got burning smell. wonder where does it comes from.

my mother came back! today changin phone, dont know which phone to change. yesterday was bad. was shaking all over because of the eoy exams. i think my blog's very ugly. U.G.L.Y she ugly. my mother changed her mind. im feeling so pissed now. a frown have taken over my face, i have no mood to blog anymore.

2007-09-17T09:43:00.000-07:00

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WfO8mGjXoe8

2007-09-16T17:57:00.000-07:00

i stilll remembered that you said we look competible. :B

i dont want to waste another year anymore.

2007-09-16T17:40:00.000-07:00

SAMANTHA!!!!!

2007-09-16T17:36:00.000-07:00

kawai: you tooooooooot!

kayan : =0 !!

kawai : at least i dont say it out loud.....

* narrows eyes at me .. AND PROUDLY.

behold, my brother.

2007-09-16T13:53:00.000-07:00

i want to be boney skinny like jaslene. :D

2007-09-16T12:30:00.000-07:00

samantha's so hot.

2007-09-16T11:28:00.000-07:00

you know the feeling, when you are drunk and you start blabbering nonsense and people started caring about you and really listening what you say and when you wake up , you pretend or act as nothing has happen? that's when people start to listen to you and care about you . thats the feeling that the best. when you dont know what you are doing and just anyhow do things anyhowly. filling thick black smoke into your lungs and keep saying or denying that you arent drunk.

that's they way that the best to forget about all your problems. its not runing away from it. its just making you feel numb about everything. and giving up on everything. i decided to retain a year. i gave up studying books and trying to.. i dont know. its dsestined that im gonna study 5 years of secondary school. i just force myself into express and end up doing shit every year everytime. i gave up. i shall blend with the younger people and start everything all over again. thats my new start my new begining.

new beginings can be a good thing. means you got to forget the past and get on with your future.
you think i dont feel a thing. thanks to XXX. phobia of loving a person. i dont know. i dont know. i think i should chnage back to my previous blogger. the big word -why.

jsut that it that im selfish.

the end.

2007-09-16T09:38:00.000-07:00

i forgot whose table. ' I'm a gangsterS'

post later. :3

2007-09-14T16:45:00.000-07:00

love is me and you.

today went to penisular with felicia for nothing then we went to sengkang to meet two girl. (; sharon and odelia then we went ichiban then we walked around then back. sorry blog so short about today. ): but i feel like blogging other things. i think my blog's so boring. nothing to read . so boring. english bad. no use coming my blog. jsut change my skin. dont really like it also -.-
i love it when we walk along together for a while. ( its not lyrics )

sorry world. im a boring blogger.
7 months back, i was the happiest girl alife. (-.-)

kayan's so sick of love songs!

2007-09-14T08:40:00.000-07:00

ok sorry for being so emo. now its only 11.40am. its so damn boring. im a home. screaching for goth pictures being so emo because of my songs nothing to do. so full yet still eating lunch later. i dont know where to go later. i hate going bugis. and i dont know where should i go again.
( -.- this paragraph so ugly )

can i blog later?

2007-09-14T08:10:00.000-07:00

this is the trend.( this is not me )

2007-09-13T16:29:00.000-07:00

my new girlfriend. ^^ !

me and ruth : being a lesbian is a sin

felicia : but we have human rights.

2007-09-13T08:14:00.000-07:00

my nuffnang haven activated yet ar ! ):

hello world. yesterday and today have earthquak first time i was playing the computer suddenly it started shaking , i thought it was somebody shaking my chair then after sometime i shouted earthquake. second was when i was sleeping the earthquake woke me up and i think i shouted earthquake and i went out of the house again. so scary ):

i dont really dare to go out now ): i scared what if got another earthquake again? then i am not with my family ): i dont know where they want to go today also. everyday's so bored and this week pass quite slowly yeah. i think god's trying to tell me something ): he appear in my dreams. devil appear in my dreams. earthquakes. continously lightnings. ):

yesterday i dream that i transfered to chij st joseph with felicia . we was at sharon and odelia's class. i bought a hello kitty for sharon and bought a angel for odelia at the shop beside the class -.- then suddenly i dont remember what happen. i think its the teacher who sdcold us. then i think we got expelled. see! maybe god's trying to tell me that im not fit to be in girls school.

the earth have earthquake because of fault lines right? singapore dont have fault lines (: i listening to famous last words . i think i going to elvira house again. have been going to her house and slack and eating thigs that im not suppose to eat :b ok let's post a picture after so many words.

ron and aldrich !

2007-09-12T04:59:00.001-07:00

i am so scared of the earthquake.

2007-09-12T03:41:00.000-07:00

you are the music in me.

high school musical 2 is not nice i think hsm1 is much better now im going to hunt for high school musicla 2 songs (: im very tired now. yesterday so many people pon school. when i go mac yesterday so many people was there. today i went to elvira house then after that tampines pastamania . saw benjamine then went back to elvira house to do craft work. (; aldrich hsinray elvira shishi ruth felicia elvira.

voice above all noise. sorry for such a boring blog. i shall blog later. (;

2007-09-11T07:33:00.000-07:00

Hands are shaking cold

These hands are meant to hold

kayan's lost.

2007-09-10T14:42:00.000-07:00

hello world. ):

today woke up so early then bus to ruth house to take her dad's car to school. when i reach school it was diesaster. people with funny looks at me . sigh . i really hope i have hair really soon. then talked to alot of teachers then i end up at office. class was okay. was really bored was talking mostly to elvira and hsinray.

after school went to tampinese mall food court and eat. did nothing much and went home. im sad. i m listening to emo songs and i think i am going to lose my friends soon. i dont want to retain now but yet i cant catch up with others. );

i offically declare my love for :

boo.

2007-09-09T16:19:00.000-07:00

my house there got alot of lightning. so scary. every 2 seconds got lightning. ): i not scared thunder. i scared lightning. ): went swimming with ruth. laugh like hell. chat like hell . yeah thats all for today. now HIGH SCHOOL MUSCIAL 2

2007-09-09T12:05:00.000-07:00

bear shall take you around my house since im so bored

kitchen (1)
kitchen (2)
toilet (1)
maid (:
toilet (2)

brother's room
brother's room (2)
my room (1)
my room (2)
living room (1)
living room (2)
living room (3)
window view (1)
living room (4)
window view (2)

2007-09-09T08:06:00.000-07:00

this is going to be a long post.
( i hope so . haha. because i going out soon )

have been posting alot of pictures instead of bloggin for the past few days. ok i went out with netballers on wednesday. i went out with odelia on thursday. went to damai training on firday and met aldrich ruth shishi elvira on saturday. took alot of pictures but most of the pictures are screwed due to nightmode and and lousy photographer ( which is me ). HA!

let's talk about thursday first. i met odelialing at changi airport at around ( what time ar ) . forgotten :b then i went to the busstop there and look for her. and i nearly got lost going to the busstop. then we went to starbucks drank choclate frap and mocha frap then the manager ask if i was studying there when i was buying drink. i have the study face (; then we are not allowed to study there. then went to viewing mall to study. didnt really study.

went to city hall after that roam around suntec . played arcade and drank bubble tea and watch ratatouille again ! i miss the first part the other time. so i watch it back that dat. it was really funny man :) then after that we cab home (; and took alot of pictureee!

HAHA SHE TOOK AWAY MY CAP AND I LOOK STUPID

friday i went to training. was happy (: then talked to mr loh about going to school. i m having alot of second thoughts going back to school and i only have around half more day to decided if i want to go back school. i didnt bring my camera training that day so i haven had any photos. (: then i shouldnt love you . NO LA. i shouldnt run then i want to play the scissors paper stone game . so yaaaaaaa.. then home already.

yesterday met aldrich at starbucks. then we eat gelerie first. (: tried a new flavour. strawberry milk youghurt. :) nice nice. then went to siglap centre the cold storage go search for food but to no avail then. then we went macdonals and play soccer. then the manager stare at us. " i very long never play that game , but its fun ' then we laugh out loud. then went starbucks AGAIN -.- then home. then playgrounded.

im so frigging sian now. when im sian i always very pekchek. i want to go out but i no money. * the world

2007-09-08T18:12:00.000-07:00

sorry uh these few days lazy to blog. (;

2007-09-08T09:37:00.000-07:00

I shouldnt love you but I want to I just cant turn awa
I shouldnt see you but I cant move I cant look away

I shouldnt love you but I want to I just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you but I cant move I cant look away
And I dont know how to be fine when Im not
Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop

2007-09-07T06:59:00.000-07:00

i look ugly. but look at my dimples. (: & pimples -.-

2007-09-06T21:26:00.000-07:00

look at them . LOLS. I SO FAT MAN.

2007-09-06T05:17:00.001-07:00

dont you agree that egg is the nicest food on earth (;

my neck all heated up and red. i have been uploading those freaking photos for the past one hour and finally i upload half of it. ( i decided not to wait for the other half to be uploaded ) today morning went to changi airport to do a maths question with odelia. well, hmmmm saw yingtao at viewing mall. and names our waterbabies. (:

went to starbucks drank my wonderful mocha :D then went tooooooooooo city ~ arcade and ratatouille again! lmaos then camwhore at cab. got alot of pictures but all damn sucky. LMAO. im feeling heaty all over my neck especially and my whole body i think im having fever. shall go training tomorrow and when i have the time i will think about uploading other pictures.

die. tomorrow's tution and i never do her work.
yesterday God went into my dream. it seem really real and i believe in God (:

im red all over and im scared because when im praying my phone rang.
get well soon mummy :3
i want a polariod camera
i want a zen mp3 player
im still very hot all over.

damnit. ):

2007-09-06T04:29:00.000-07:00

2007-09-05T06:32:00.000-07:00

woah, i m so tired.

today went to east coast to meet netballers. waited at mac then saw huishan jamie and adeline. wave like crazy but after a long time them they saw me. then went to the beach and play with mrs loke's daughter. coming back to training on friday and going back school on monday (: then after the everything . went to arcade. woah i love east coast arcade. got all my favourtie machine :D then walk soo long to foos court and eat then walk home

tiring day. shall post pictures soon. im very tired. byebye

2007-09-04T21:37:00.000-07:00

i love you-gurts.

2007-09-04T20:34:00.000-07:00

I shouldn't love you but I want you

I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you
but I can't move I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not '
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop.
Just so you know This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it

2007-09-04T13:36:00.000-07:00

朋友亲人到朋友.

this shall be a emo post. secondary school life should be very fun. because its four/five years long ( i think im destiny-ed to stay in dmai for 5 years ) i haave given up studying and preapared to retain one more year. first, my results would be much better second, my friends gets to chnage . not that im sick of my friends la. just tired of this thing happening over again. end of the year i'll just fail and next year during sec three camp you will see me sitting at the genral office bench drawing circles.

i miss my hair really. i go inside girls toilet sometimes people will be shock not that i look like a guy but i have no hair and usually girls have long hairs. i cant wear girly clothes bcox i will look ridiculous with it. people think that im used to it but actually i hate it alot. i dont like to wear cap neither do i like to wear a stupid beanie in a hot climax like singapore. sometimes i wish that this incident never came across me at all.

when im sick i got so many attention from people. alot of people come and visit my. me friends are super sweet to me. but i cant remember anything at all. i cant remember who came what happen everything. 2nd month of chemothepy was the wrost time of my life. nobody came and visit me. then i at hospital everyday with all those needle poking into me. and those purple colour thing going into my veins.

god took that away from me. satan ruled my brain that period of time. i dont know how i felt at the time. i hoped i didnt did or said rubbish at that time. now i cant make friends i dont know how to make friends i dont know how to face people i dont know how to .. make new friends.

eh stop it. stop emoing!

i stayed at home the whole day. why ? its for me to know and for you to find out. listening to pressplay ( tell me ) my ears are itchy after i poke thsoe naval studs in my ear. now they are red i think tongue piercings are nice navals too. tattoos too. yeah. i watch evan almighty just now. its nice (: ARK . 614. ok im bored. tomorrow im going out with netball i hope its fun. p.s i cant run?

2007-09-04T09:36:00.000-07:00

I once was lost in a foaming, roaming, rabid sea

then blooms blossomed, changed my outlook

now I've been set free I once was sinking in a quarry of quicksand

somebody noticed and they offered me a hand

I want to tell it, I want to say it, I want to show it,want you to know it

i have a secret.

please give me a new trusted bestfriend ): -kneeled down praying.

2007-09-04T05:07:00.001-07:00

2007-09-03T04:43:00.000-07:00

i miss you so.

today i went to elvira house and meet felicia. there is zheyee shishi kim karmal in her house. touch elvira's everything until she complain and drank her HOUSE the milk. HAHA. then after that cab to damai fetch aldrich then cab to marinal. breeks-ed then drank soup of the day yadayada. then went to suntec arcade then ratatouille then candy empire then home.

wednesday going out with netballers. cant wait ! but i want to be tanner but father appose ):

2007-09-02T09:07:00.000-07:00

friday was secret. i dont remember what happen on friday, i will try to remember. after much thinking i still cannot remember :/ lets type in point form then !

odelia sharon kayan felicia went to watch secrets
somebody cried. somebody say i m emotionless ):
where did we watch secrets? OH CINE!
pastamania/pizza-ed
plaza singapura. made with love
secrets was not good. jay is still cute. ^^

that was friday! saturday was the magic flute at gvmax. went to vivocity with odelia sharon kayan felicia. went to somebody house . then went to vivocity then long john then the magic flute then popcorns then train to puggol then train to douby gaunt ( -.- ) then train to bedok. east's still feel the best.

today is yanrong and shiyong day. thats all.

old photo. me and van ^^

2007-08-30T00:45:00.000-07:00

i actually post a picture of my water babies but i decided to delete it away. sigh i feel like using lj know, its more convient but the skin isnt nice and its hard to edit. ok everybody keep hearing me whine and stuffs. okay, that sentence dont make sense. ptttttffff what the hell happening to me. my hair's growinggg. im broke. i haven money. sighhhhhhhhhhhhh. i have to haunt for something today ! =3 so cute.

I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

2007-08-29T11:43:00.000-07:00

I HAVEN STUDY ! >:(

2007-08-29T10:34:00.000-07:00

Please give me one more try for the sake of our love

Let’s give it one more chance coz I can’t give you up.

I can’t live one more day without you in my arms

I could never find another like you.

2007-08-29T01:26:00.000-07:00

i just sneeze out blood o.O ew, sounds so gross hurhur but im okay. i have alot of wants. i see joan's blog then i realised i have alot od to-do's and wants. i shall type out later. (: i cant wait for october. really. yesterday chatted on the phone with yanrong. how fun. (: let's take stupid pictures okay! high school musical coming out? 9 sept. tomorrow ratatouille coming out (;

i listening to rock songs, i want to turn emo also cannot. hmmm i want new songs. who have songs? send me okayyyyyy. :) i like hmmmmmmmmm.. whats those kinda songs call? like only nistrument at the back playing and a vocel one? yeah i know alot of people know only i dont know. hurhur (; high school never ends. Oo~Oo~oOo~

i want to get a handphone
i want new urban male netball shirt.
i want new urban male bag !
i want to do something about my nails
i want to take alot of pictures.
i want to get a mp3.
i want more teees.shorts
OK THESE WWANTS ARE SO GENERAL AND NORMAL.
i want a watch.

hahahaaaaaaaaaaa :D still got alot but all confidencial. FOREVER LOVEEEEEEEE! ( you knnow why? im listening to song thats why then have alot of random thought then i type out ) campus superstar shawn won ! woohooo.. okay today i have no plans . NO plans i got to finish memorsing two pages of history i got to get my maths done i got to know my poa and read my english composition. see i have so much things to do man. ): sigh

i have water babies now. :) thankyou odelia. ^^ i feel like poking them with a tooth pick. my hair is so long.. ytd i see i was shocked to see my hair. hahahah soo small hair and so long. i dont bare to cut it bcox the tip of the hair is... > like that one. you all one is - one. flat one bcox you all everytime cut, i never cut before . hohohoh. OH FORVEER LOVEEEEEEEEE. ~ yanrong. i want to study man. i cant believe XX and XX together. omfg.

i dont have the mood to study. how, then i got nothing to do know.. everybody in school... how bored mother never give me money then later if i want to go out also no money ! ptttf ): next week september holidays already ok i really need to pia my studies. see me in 4e5 man ! :D i really dont want to retain. go with the other batch? OMG. no way.

2007-08-29T00:14:00.000-07:00

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine

I'm leavin' my life in your hands

People say I'm crazy and that I am blind

Risking it all in a glance

And how you got me blind is still a mystery

I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history

As long as you're here with me

2007-08-28T15:27:00.000-07:00

went to ruth house just now. gelarie-d at siglap and talk to ruth. realised when ruth's down im always at her house there eating icecream or drinking starbucks. hurhur went to her house . she laugh until choke, i dont know why too? lmao. thats how i spend my afternoon. i havent finish studying today. maths is crap for me. crap. i want to pass my social studies ! tomorrow is a boring day againnnnnnnnnn. ):

2007-08-28T00:09:00.000-07:00

yesterday didnt really sleep well. keep waking up , dream of me being stucked in the lift and dreamt of somebody. how werid. these few days keep using how _____. i should stop that. today is a boring day. no events at all. only tution , after tution is boringggggggg. today got lunar eclipse :D i wanna go east coast and see ! better rain now. its gonna rain soon. rain now then later i can go and see my moon.

i want to go back training soon ^^ exams is in four weeks. i need to start studying today TODAY and the continuous day or else i will retain one year already. just now go blogskins and see if there is anything nice. hmm i dont know why i chnage blogskins.. maybe because i m sick and tired of the previous skin ba?

ok this is a lame post. no contend . no. rubbish content. hmm you know poly... there are alot of canteens one leh. i think those guys will usually go fashion canteen to see pretty girls (: horhor. i think poly is fun.. but i want to go jc ley. HMMMMM. ok dont talk about this first. let m eleave damai then i decide

this post is useless. its boring and rubbish. if you read util here * claps

2007-08-27T16:58:00.000-07:00

today is boring. i tried to upload pictures but it just simply dont load and i gave up uploading them. today was fast? woke and and message tution teachers and hmmm.. ya lor.. slack and blogshoped and went to parkway giant to buy some food and go home. aldrich lester kim elvira shishi ruth felicia kamel came over. they break dance and we studied and pooled.

i realised one person can only have one 'heart'. gossiped and realised that there are alot of fake things around and and and realised that alot of people are talking about the same person. whee.. :D i want to watch the new show on tevee already chaos. ^^ tomorrow moon is gonna be red ! read the news ! lunar esclipse. :D

2007-08-27T10:20:00.000-07:00

how cute ^^ $24 dollars only.
http://www.adorkablecrafts.com/

2007-08-27T00:01:00.000-07:00

All my lifeI prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you Feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

2007-08-26T06:57:00.000-07:00

today kim rithy lester kaming went to my house to swim and suntan ! out of 3 floats , 2 floats got hole -.- was quite funny :D then went up my house to bathe then left kaming in my house then we went out. went to marinal square and suntec. arcaded pastamania breeks. waited for evlira to end work then come to my house and study abit. talk about God and satan.

i haven forget you yet. i hope i do. and i hope you know. ok thats emo. my eyes are painful and im not tired. i want to go church every saturday i want to know more about the bible. maybe God wants my new friends to be church people. i have been going out for straight four days. and i forgotten all about my tution dates. teehee. :D

shishi came down to my house too. aldrich too. i really want to pia studies soon. im eating salad now ^^ i ate icecream today too ! at breeks looking at elvira workkkkkkkk ! my fingernails are long. making me type so girly-ily. ^^ sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . i have no mood already

2007-08-26T01:14:00.000-07:00

One,You're like a dream come true

Two,Just wanna be with you

Three,Girl it's plain to see that

you're the only one for me

Four,Repeat steps one through three

Five,Make you fall in love with me

If ever I believe my work is done

Then I start back at one

我用寂寞来惩罚我

2007-08-26T00:18:00.000-07:00

haha too bad if you cant read or dont want to read (:

今天没有人在家, 只是我自己在家.爱强,强药会来我家来嗮太阳还是游泳. 可能有出去吃:D 希望可以吧, 他门没次多没钱的!昨天去了焦炭,看到很多我很几没哟看过的朋友. 我用寂寞来惩罚我. 昨天校园superstar, 不是很好看, 上一个比较好看. 我现在在听英文歌, 真的很想写英文但是我要矜持! :D 我应该游泳吗? 我还需 (对吗？）

今天应该回跟呀泥读书！希望那些男孩子会读书吧！我想拍照！我要照片！上面那张卡片是盐晕给我的．真的很甜～＿～．　我想吃雪高（写错了）

ok this is sick. i wrote so long. and my chinese sucks. but still , i have to practise it or else i must and would be ashamed. because im a chiense and yet i dont know how to speak or write chinese.

i want new friends. :D new friends can tag my board ! im friendly (:

will blog later on :D now only 10.41am only ley ! waiting for lester and kim and kaming to come over now. to suntan but there no sun today ! yesterady sun was so strong. YEP. so i will blog later on. miss you all loads!

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how come love/relationships always drive people crazy? im trying to chnage myself. i hope it works. (: it's going to rainnnnnnnn! NOOOOOOOOOO. ): NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

老天爷啊!

2007-08-25T03:39:00.000-07:00

i went back to church today
i really hope a mp3 can fall from the sky.
im broke ): pttttttf
i need to study for my end of year already
chalet for sofats coming soon.
bbq for so fats coming soon.
i maybe going back for training very soon !
i love you yanjun for giving me the letter. so pretty !
i left with pathetic 4 bucks.
gossiped alot today.
walking to church brings me back to alot of memories.
parkway yoghurt bubble tea is uber nice
tell her i love her.
XXXXXX IS NOT HANDSOME OR CUTE RICHNY!
i bought a shirt :)
i havent freaking watch secretttttttttttttttttttttt >:(
i want to buy some rubons soon.
tomorrow i have no events but i studying with elvira
i everyday every night have nightmare.
i suck my thumb until p5.
i pierce my ear around 20 times.
chessy fries make me quezzy.
friendster is boring the shit out of me.
im holy. (:
HOLYZ IS ALDRICH ! :D
13+13 = 26

-end-

2007-08-25T03:12:00.000-07:00

2007-08-24T21:10:00.000-07:00

i still dont dare to see people.

2007-08-24T08:27:00.000-07:00

just give me one more try.

i finally got to know how to customise my livejournal. it kinda suck so i still not using yet. i hate people who goes around adding alot of people they dont know. really sick. one more chance coz' i cant give you up. so into music now . ^^ music makes the world roundddd. nothing without you. today went to hospital got to drink 4 cups of water to do my scan. was funny uh. my right ovary expanded. hmmmmm.. :D does that mean i got more eggs ! :D

going school later but dont know where to go after that. ): yesterday was with ruth fel elvi shi at kfc. sat down there and talk bought vanilla frap at starbucks like finally. its been so long since i drink starbucks. woooooha. i wan a new phone a mp3 and clothes. ): OH YEAH just got another mc today (: till 31 december 2007. WHEE. i miss piercings too. and something. DANG. so many things to do after i recover. ^^

today's cold. when jaychuo album coming out? OH YEAH zac efron's hot. hairspray's nice. people of the world should catch it. its uber nice :) ratatouille would be nice too . i cant wait for tml . tml meeting the oldies ( AHAHAH DONT KILL ME ) tanya yanjun richny and sadly ing cant make it. awww cant wait. i wish upon a star for new friends ): baby crush on you !! ( its a song -.-)

YAY I MEETIN RUTH LATER. ^^ i really want new friends. ): not that my friends are not good but yo shi mei yo shi jian gei wo, wo hui hen ji mo. later i going schoooool. tml i going church ! i got a feeling i will go church every saturday BUT i dont believe in jesus. -.- yeah i have new vitamins for my skin hair nails . wheee. shall post some pictures :D shall take with ruthie.

wuyanrong is my bestfriend :)
im waiting for your o levels to finish and lets hang out okay ! pls make time for meeeeee. i m u !

2007-08-23T04:07:00.000-07:00

crazy over you.

2007-08-23T03:13:00.000-07:00

my blink is worth 400 :D

caught hairspray today. its very nice , you people should go and watch :D went out with fel. went to parkway sakae then marinal then candy empire then parkway again then kfc then statbucks home. simple day yet very long never sit and chat with my friends like that :D happy. i cant watch for saturday.

4 more weeks to end of year. study hard. if not i retain.